Though life requires its own discipline and planning, certain exciting moments and the subtle joy that follows it often comes impromptu. Usually the journey from home back to Mysore is a 10 hour boring trip with a tinge of sadness of being away from home for coming one month or so. But for the keen hunt for some non human lives while treading the Bandipur woods which of course still remain insatiable, it has got no colors to put into memory.
This time it happened to be a quite undesigned one. Its always avid to set out for something of which you never know the way but is sure of the ultimate. We struggled, we prayed, we hoped and finally we strived to get a means of transport and all that just added to the agog trip of mine. The most exciting rather unexpected part was when i literally slept off to get down at the station. The realization of which happened a little after the entrance of the forest. Yeah!!darkness and silence when hold hand together which takes you deep into them, and the feeling in itself is complete. Few hours to the dawn, hoping for a straw, sitting inside the shade of a small abode ,almost a chalet made me think for a few seconds how my father might have struggled here inside the forest doing his duty. The fog had covered the entire place and we were literally lost in that, the foggy wind breezing across the forehead left tiny droplets of water which was as soft as memories. Encore, with a pain i thought, i longed for the promise you made, which you forgot not only to perfect but also that you have made one.
Night was already beautiful and the nature added to it, but i could not further control my urge to rest my eyes as soon as i got a shelter and that took me all into deep sleep with an eyeful charm of the night woods.
Mar 30, 2009
Mar 9, 2009
Just not like any other bangle in the rack
Wishing all women a belated happy womes's day. Yes, that thought definitely didn't cross my mind unless my friend asked me whether women's day is a day for a man to think of a woman or a woman to think about herself. that was a really exctiting question to be encountered. Well, i could only come up with how women felt lucky as there is a day in her name and none in a man's name.
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My life never gave me a hurdle because i am born a woman, except for the late night scrolls in the empty roads and second shows. Unlike the restricions and limits usually imposed on girls, i never had to take it on my head. I got all freedom my brother used to get. My parents trusted me and my capability to look after myself. I am not sure whetehr i can ever take the comment, "no!!cozz u ara a girl" since i have never encountered this from my family. I learnt from them how to be bold, how to speak what you feel, how to keep up dignity, how to be patient adn how to be a girl, but not how to be just any other girl. As age gets sour, our world inculcates more than our family. Yes!!it is always good to be social, but society is never your dictator. I never let my fun down coz there were knitted eyebrows around me. I am charmed i am born a female, but there is nothing i can sacrifice rather compromise coz of such a delighted reason.
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"I quenched my knowledge from the cup that i chose,
I danced to my own tunes of heart,
I walked through roads i loved to,
I talked to any tree i loved in the alley,
I ditched you coz u couldn't get who i am,
I loved you coz u saw what i really am."
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My life never gave me a hurdle because i am born a woman, except for the late night scrolls in the empty roads and second shows. Unlike the restricions and limits usually imposed on girls, i never had to take it on my head. I got all freedom my brother used to get. My parents trusted me and my capability to look after myself. I am not sure whetehr i can ever take the comment, "no!!cozz u ara a girl" since i have never encountered this from my family. I learnt from them how to be bold, how to speak what you feel, how to keep up dignity, how to be patient adn how to be a girl, but not how to be just any other girl. As age gets sour, our world inculcates more than our family. Yes!!it is always good to be social, but society is never your dictator. I never let my fun down coz there were knitted eyebrows around me. I am charmed i am born a female, but there is nothing i can sacrifice rather compromise coz of such a delighted reason.
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"I quenched my knowledge from the cup that i chose,
I danced to my own tunes of heart,
I walked through roads i loved to,
I talked to any tree i loved in the alley,
I ditched you coz u couldn't get who i am,
I loved you coz u saw what i really am."
Mar 6, 2009
Annoying notes
The introduction of music players and mobile phones simply made music and leisure at hand. But why is it that people forget, there are ear phones too in the market to make you at ease. It is very common and pesky to see people playing music in public. I wonder how could somebody be so confident in his taste so that he just assumes everybody around him is enjoying the music. I swear when music is not of your taste and note, it is just noise and no more music. Its high time people have a second thought on this really irksome behaviour of theirs, so that the pax around don't truce it forever.
Mar 5, 2009
The modern schmaltz- Dev D
Happened to see, a totally bizarre work, Dev D. yeah!!For people who yen for all that's flamboyant and beautiful on the silver screen, this is definitely not your cup of tea. The angle of thought process around the subject is really innovative backed with sufficient elements of reality. Its just musing to see the moulding of the subject without toppling the storyline at all. Screened raw and straight, the movie targets and talks about so many decays in the human society today. Naturally, this had so many knitted eyebrows, but nobody can deny the fact that these barbaric acts are really happening in the civilian society of ours.
The central character, Devdas is more of an embodiment of lust rather than love. He is just a man of the present who takes a call on good and evil and choose his way. The heroine of the story reflects a more realistic picture which is a raw blend of a loyal Indian woman with a strong sexual aggression. The male chauvinism is brought to light when the hero himself, having all fun with females around him is suspicious about the loyalty of his girl. Adhering to the practical motion of emotions in life, the movie takes over the marriage of heroine leaving out the melodrama that could be created.
Towards the second half of the movie, the intro of the second heroine is rendered in a very realistic manner. The MMS scandal which did spoil many lives is well depicted which apparently forces the lady to take the life of a dirty pearl. Though the emotions of whores have not been exploited much, the overuse of boozing and doping is a factor which may create an aversion to the movie. No wonder it appears a little dragging too.The unclad screenplay is worth enough appreciation. the direction is just smart and tactful to communicate exactly what has to be conveyed without any obscene scenes or abusive words.
Its a call for something different.Let more movies come which is really a face of life!!!!
The central character, Devdas is more of an embodiment of lust rather than love. He is just a man of the present who takes a call on good and evil and choose his way. The heroine of the story reflects a more realistic picture which is a raw blend of a loyal Indian woman with a strong sexual aggression. The male chauvinism is brought to light when the hero himself, having all fun with females around him is suspicious about the loyalty of his girl. Adhering to the practical motion of emotions in life, the movie takes over the marriage of heroine leaving out the melodrama that could be created.
Towards the second half of the movie, the intro of the second heroine is rendered in a very realistic manner. The MMS scandal which did spoil many lives is well depicted which apparently forces the lady to take the life of a dirty pearl. Though the emotions of whores have not been exploited much, the overuse of boozing and doping is a factor which may create an aversion to the movie. No wonder it appears a little dragging too.The unclad screenplay is worth enough appreciation. the direction is just smart and tactful to communicate exactly what has to be conveyed without any obscene scenes or abusive words.
Its a call for something different.Let more movies come which is really a face of life!!!!
Mar 2, 2009
A jig in my peg
It was not just a dream in the dawn, it was more of an illusion i had about my life-a surmise.I have seen myself least creative in dreams, someone who broke the wings of imagination before the flight itself. Practical reflections on shattered pieces of my heart, i dream never to wake up.
I was keeping myself occupied with work i love to do anywhere on this earth, but haunted by an inner kink of doing the best thing in the wrong place.As the creative was whacking me for a better challenge, i felt the stiffness and toughness within. It was not within some seconds, i was almost squeezed with pain that my colleagues noticed and were in an earnest effort to get me to hospital.That was a clear sign of Cardiac attack probably rare in a 23. The shortness of my breath and the panic and chaos i could get from my still alive senses didn't truce me to think this shouldn't reach home. It is a subject of irony that i disagree to endure something which i always awaited impatiently because this is just not the right time.If my life couldn't make anybody feel better, i am stubborn my death shouldn't make anyone pay for it, not especially my dear brother.I felt the strength of blood relation inspite the conquering pain.
Despite the many grudges i earned in life, i still had many hearts that prayed for me. I did rather expect no aching than anticipate he would atleast care for such a news. As expected, i won in this atleast that it didn't really matter to him.I was dubious to have a sarcastic eye on it or an acerbic stab when he really could spill it out that if i could persist my shuttle between life or death till he drinks out to his ecstasy all that was in the bottled spirit.Now that's something interesting to know about partying night out!!! At such a sardonic note made by a man in reaction to the news of his girl's battling with life, my inner sense could no more continue dreaming. These were witty chunks to be enjoyed in the reality.I woke up with a smile on my lips.
I was keeping myself occupied with work i love to do anywhere on this earth, but haunted by an inner kink of doing the best thing in the wrong place.As the creative was whacking me for a better challenge, i felt the stiffness and toughness within. It was not within some seconds, i was almost squeezed with pain that my colleagues noticed and were in an earnest effort to get me to hospital.That was a clear sign of Cardiac attack probably rare in a 23. The shortness of my breath and the panic and chaos i could get from my still alive senses didn't truce me to think this shouldn't reach home. It is a subject of irony that i disagree to endure something which i always awaited impatiently because this is just not the right time.If my life couldn't make anybody feel better, i am stubborn my death shouldn't make anyone pay for it, not especially my dear brother.I felt the strength of blood relation inspite the conquering pain.
Despite the many grudges i earned in life, i still had many hearts that prayed for me. I did rather expect no aching than anticipate he would atleast care for such a news. As expected, i won in this atleast that it didn't really matter to him.I was dubious to have a sarcastic eye on it or an acerbic stab when he really could spill it out that if i could persist my shuttle between life or death till he drinks out to his ecstasy all that was in the bottled spirit.Now that's something interesting to know about partying night out!!! At such a sardonic note made by a man in reaction to the news of his girl's battling with life, my inner sense could no more continue dreaming. These were witty chunks to be enjoyed in the reality.I woke up with a smile on my lips.