The morning

It is a pleasant morning!!The firstmost fact being, the day is a friday!!
It is all in your head may be somebody would say, but yeah the climate is undoubtedly good. The long stroll thorugh the tiled pathway near the bus bay to the building have always buzzed as a tiresome one in my head, before i even set my foot on it.
Fortunately, today was different. The hazy blue sky has made the campus soothing and proved best to start a day of work. GEC2 was still upright with all its pride, but unfortunaltely the sky doesn't contrast its hue. Today's charm has been stolen by the perfectly unsymmetrical structure which merged with the sky so comfortably.Even the reflections of the clouds mirrored was too full of ardent.With Monsoon Anuraga playing on my music player, the clouds didn't have to do the volley. I could still feel the drops on me. The first drops of joy, i wondered if those flora was also joining hands with me to complete the moment. And i sudenly realize it is not monsoon. But i could definitely feel it, my mind and heart debating about it.
And i begin the day with this scripture, feeling the rain and getting drenched to my ecstasy.

But, for you...

It was me who failed to smile as the clouds grew dark. Silence and darkness dawned in me to weave my closely hold dreams; i could indeed rise in the pain!!Abruptly it did happen or i din't realize it slowly turning over. The nights were no more beautiful, black was no more my colour, silence was something that frightened me, i was no more reciprocating, and so did my head respond!!I could only sympathize and accept the fact, before those eyes who could always see what i am. I could accept that the pool of ambitions has gone dry before people who were always my inspiration, who always inspired me not only to elate my spirits, but also to reach high and graze it gently. Those subtles fantasies were no more. Bizarre feeling was it to feel, i am in another body and my soul is dead.
But, life doesn't allow it to persist for long. Thanks to those harsh words which brought into light things which i knew i was doing and accepted it would have always been the last worst things, the me in me would do. I wake up from my dreaded sleep to vista the worth of life. The worth of me. These days was spent in exile and it had to come back. I realize i am endowed, with relations unique on earth, be it the man who taught me life is more casual than i thought, be it the great artist who speaks about the selflessness and frankness in his artistry, be it the maverick who is always a thought higherin the world, be it the sweet girl who made me comfortable from the distance, be it the ones who tries to find and accept me as the seasons change!!All to my sheer fortune, i relish life as it is!!I come back to life. Come back to where it was. And now that i have come back i would reach there, where it truely belongs.And as i take my first steps towards that, there i see a smiling face who lifted me up to life and helped me regain my self. I understand and admit with all my heart and virtues, the best thing that could ever happen to my life is definitely YOU!!!But for you, the end would have been much more early than birth!!!