Life is like the cycle of seasons. People change, but not for long do they sustain the change. Maybe to break the monotony of life, maybe to prove a difference or maybe simply without a reason.
I remember while i was writing these lines almost an year back i was a different person. Whatever one does come back for sure. Today, i oblige the reception of my own lines to myself.And when i want to reproduce the same here once again, my sincere effort of getting there where i used to be dies down to nothing. And that brings the realization to me- the most casual things in life become the most serious changes, which can never be rewound.
I'll never wait!!!!
Ruling bliss and harmony,
At the cost of a few hard feelings,
I aver today,
Not really that trifling...though,
Those were prized once,
But…
I don't wait to wonder,
How can I be so vindictive?
I used to affirm it orally,
Yeah!!! I'm a sadist..
But, today I love to be one.
When I tear hopes,
I smash dreams to smithereens,
My kindness is as arid as ma eyes.
Or is it getting stained?
But….
I don wait to ponder,
Will it be lucid as times run close?
Once my solitude also wished company,
And now celebrations even are content,
All alone,
Life's beckoning me to the darker side…
Black was always my fantasy…though,
Today even my dreams are black,
But….
I don't wait to brood over…
Are these silver linings an illusion?
I speak I'm making life,
I'm churning dreams,
But I can realize a peccadillo,
You don't actually make a life,
To the detriment of fellow anticipations,
But…
I don't wait to think,
Rather I don't wanna wait to think.
And never I will wait…. I'm what I'm!!!!!!
I'm living MY life!!!!!!
